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Name: Siti Musfirah Bte Abdul Kadir a.k.a Firah Age: 21 years old Birth Date: 23rd Sept 1988 Born In: Singapore Raised In: Pasir Ris, Clementi, Bukit Batok, Tampines, Jurong (Im all over the place) Horoscope: Libra Personality: Simple Spoken Languages: English & Malay (Mandarin soon!!!) My wants. 1. A specialist diploma in Psychology (Education) 2. camera 3. car 4. new handphone 5. i-pod Beloved. Muhd Shahidan Bin Mohd Salleh 
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Tuesday, July 28, 2009
MY PAY IS NOT IN IM SO PISSED OFF!!!... HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO GO OUT TMR!!... I NEED CASH URGENTLY!! Friday, July 24, 2009 Damn im so tired..Just came home from work...With just a few hours of sleep, i feel like my eyes can barely open...My day started as early as 9.30am...Got up and got ready...the plan was actually to mit baby at Bedok before heading to my school but there was a change of plan at the last min...Baby's mum wanted to go down to Courts to get something..So we met at Tamp and followed him. his mum and his grandma..Den from courts (TM) we went to Tampines1, Ikea and Giant...Wow!!!..What a change of plan...hahahaha...Den from there we went back to his place to send his mother and grandma first as well as the stuff bought then we head down to my school after that we spent a bit of quality time together before i head to work...Wow wat a day!!!..Guess im gonna go have my rest now....Another beautiful day awaits me tmr...Nite ya wonderful people!! P.S: Hey baby..I really enjoyed myself just now...hehehe...Jln ngan bakal mak mentua pe!!...Wakaka!!!..Muacks!! Tuesday, July 21, 2009 My mum's not talking to me..My brothers are getting more rude as the day goes by...WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON!!!...Whatever i do is always wrong..Whoever i become friends with is always bad..WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT!!...I love this guy and they have no rights or what so ever to stop my relationship...Dont judge the book by its cover lar...Plz lar...Whats wrong with you people...You look at the face and the next minute oh he's a bad guy...WTF!!!...Havent my mum learn her lesson bout what happened to me the last time...Someone who she believes can take care of me turns out to be and abuser and up to this day my mum still trust him...Can you believe it??!! HEY MOM!!!...YOU WANT TO SEE YOUR DAUGHTER DIE FIRST THEN ONLY YOU WOULD BELIEVE THAT HE'S AN ABUSER??!!! WHATEVER IT IS YOU WONT BE ABLE TO SEPERATE ME AND SHAHIDAN!! READ MY LIPS!! NO WAY!!! Our love is strong and you cant seperate us...Its getting stronger as the day goes by...Im happy with him and will always be happy whenever im with him..It doesnt matter to me what you say cause it aint gonna change anything...I am confident with my decision about choosing this man to take care of me and the rest we'll let time tell... Sunday, July 19, 2009 We had an argument again yesterday...Why can't you understand that its hard for me to forget what had happened to me in the past?...I am someone who is hard to forget about something that really hurt me...What happened to me in the past has really open up my eyes bout relationship...It has thought me that not everyone can be trusted even the person you love most...I almost lose trust in all guys i met but i tried not to cause in my mind i keep on telling myself that not all guys are the same but its hard to forget something that has leave behind a scar on my heart..I just dont want it to happen again and again..Am i too stupid or naive in relationship?..I am not trying to say that you are the same as any other guys i've met but its just hard for me to explain...I do trust you but i'm just scared it would happen again...How do i explain to you how i feel?...The past keeps haunting me...What am i suppose to do?...Tell me please?...How assured can i be despite you telling me how much you love me?... WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME??!!!! WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO??!!!! Saturday, July 18, 2009 Yesterday's steamboat at home was fine...Wasn't as fun as i thought it would be..But overall i should say its ok lar... To my brother: HAPPY 16TH B'DAE!! I love today's weather..It raining and its cold, nice weather to sleep all day...hahaha...But i know i can't or else my mum would shout at me at the top of her lungs...According to her its not good for young women like me to sleep during the day..I think not only my mum think that way most of the mums out there think that way rite?..The only time i can sleep during the day is when i'm sick...Was suppose to meet baby today but due to this nice weather we both felt lazy to go out so we shall meet tmr den... Note to baby: I love u baby!!!...Muacks!!! Friday, July 17, 2009 Another boring day for me...Was at home the whole day cause i was still sick..Luckily baby came over so it was not that bored...He was actually suppose to go down to ikea with my brother to buy his shelf but in the end it was cancelled...Thanks to my stupid brother he made my baby come all the way here from Bedok and in the end he say he was to tired to go out...WTF!!..He was at home this past few days doing nothing and he dare say he's tired?..I pity my baby...Kecian dia...Well tmr baby's coming over again..Yahoo!!!..We're going Giant with mama and my aunts to buy stuff for tmr's steamboat..Its a celebration for my brother's birthday..I'm sure tmr will be a better and fun day...Looking forward to tmr...Cheers ya all!!!..Nitey Nite!! Thursday, July 16, 2009 Sick, sick, sick and sick again...Haiyo!!...Been sick for this past few days, i don't know what's happening to me...Baby accompanied me to the pharmacy to get my medicine today then we head down to Simei banquet to have our lunch..Well not exactly we but me alone..While eating and chatting my mum msg me and told me someone committed suicide opposite my blk by jumping from the top floor..Like WTF!!...After eating head back home just to see what happen.. Baby being the kepo one of course(hehe) went and see but the body was already covered...I think it took more then 4 hours for the body to be carried away...I really pity the family..Haiz...But thats the fact of life... I had quite a big argument with baby yesterday but i'm glad its over...I admit it's my fault for not being sensitive towards his feelings...In relationship we have to be fair to each other..Rite?...Hey baby if you're reading i hv a msg for you... I love you so much and i would never do anything to hurt you..You are to damn precious for me..Never have i expected for you to enter into my life and give me so much happiness..I thank Allah for this valuable gift he has given me..And you Muhd Shahidan is that special gift Sunday, July 12, 2009 Life's been better now..Just completed my practicum for my early childhood course and its a great relief for me..At last i'm in the course that i've always wanted..Relationship wise, its over between me and Khairul its been a few months and my life have been so colourful and livelier, so far there is no sign of regret about breaking up with him...I am now attached to someone (Muhd Shahidan) who can really take care and love me with all his heart..We became friends first and eventually end up as a couple..Well it never came across our mind that this would happen but it did..hahaha..Allhamdullilah, i met someone who's responsible and someone whom i can talk to and share our views with each other about certain issues..That is what i've been looking for..So far my family can really get along with him and i'm greatful for that..So enough talking...Okay...I got to go..I'll update the pictures when i'm free |
